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  <title>roar roar roar</title>
  <subtitle>no one understands you, she-bear</subtitle>
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    <email>molybdenum.x@gmail.com</email>
    <name>cho chop X</name>
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  <updated>2009-09-11T00:52:46Z</updated>
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    <title>supernatural is special!!!!!</title>
    <published>2009-09-11T00:44:51Z</published>
    <updated>2009-09-11T00:52:46Z</updated>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <category term="zomg"/>
    <category term="boy crushes"/>
    <category term="winchesters ftw(chesters)"/>
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    <content type="html">sooooo, i haven't updated in like a million years, and just lots and lots has been going on since. i have a boyfriend whom i must leave in about two weeks' time because i have a pending move to portland, and it breaks my heart, but what are you going to do; i have been kicking it in hot louis with my girls; i have gone to chicago to see more girls; i have seen some kickass movies and played some kickass video games; but none of that apparently merited an update.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NOT SO TONIGHT! because i am sitting right next to &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_endril_lei' lj:user='endril_lei' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://endril-lei.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://endril-lei.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;endril_lei&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; on her couch, and we have pizza in our tummies, and beers in our tummies and in her fridge and on her counter and in front of us on coasters, and a television in front of us which is primed for supernatural's season 5 premiere in fifteen minutes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;o.&lt;br /&gt;m.&lt;br /&gt;g.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we plan on yelling, foaming at the mouth, into our keyboards post-viewing, but i thought i should document this moment for posterity's sake. molly thompson, remember this moment always: you had no idea what you were in store for.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(except for all those spoilers that came out at comic-con, you had an idea about those.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dean! sam! castiel! apocalypse! omfg! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so that is what is going on right now!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;edit:&lt;/b&gt; OH WHACK, IT'S NOT ON TIL NINE, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.</content>
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    <title>"...or did it just go black?" "i felt it" "....SHIT"</title>
    <published>2009-07-13T00:33:22Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-13T00:33:22Z</updated>
    <category term="omfg"/>
    <category term="time for sex in the archives!"/>
    <category term="torchwood"/>
    <content type="html">lol, whut, posting for the first time in ages cause of &lt;b&gt;torchwooooooooooooooooooooooood&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+2"&gt;omggggggg&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;look, this is my only torchwood icon that i have, so i am forced to use it. ianto making a frowny face, I GUESS THAT IS JUST THE WAY THE COOKIE CRUMBLES.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jeepers, i'll have to touch on this topic again very soon, cause right now holy crap, can't even put 'er into words.</content>
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    <title>pockahtee @ 2009-05-18T17:29:00</title>
    <published>2009-05-18T15:38:29Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-18T15:44:54Z</updated>
    <category term="chuck"/>
    <category term="joss is boss"/>
    <category term="americaaa!"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;BOTH CHUCK AND DOLLHOUSE HAVE BEEN RENEWED!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;both on limited 13 episode seasons, but WHATEVS WHATEVS i am so happy. i was trying to be optimistic about chuck, but it got hard there at the end. anyway, i ate subway on the monday of the season finale (in berlin, but still) and i did the whole "have a heart" donation to the heart association under chuck's name, so yeah: YOU ARE ALL WELCOME FOR PRSONALLY SAVING CHUCK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;speaking of: OMG dollhouse finale. parts i did not like, parts i lurrrrrrrrrrrrved, and parts?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;jesus christ, joss. first cap'n malcolm reynolds goes for one of xander's eyes in season 7 buffy (and i thought THAT was bad enough)(as well as idiosyncratic enough: mal! eye-gouging! what a strange thing to see!), and now we've got WASH going for DOUBLE THE PLEASURE with TRIPLE THE GORE AND LOVINGLY-LINGERING CINEMATOGRAPHY?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;argh argh argh argh argh. i can't handle imagining any kind of eye trauma on a GOOD day. i can't even think about lasik surgery without wigging out. and then you do THAT to me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also, lol: back earlier in the season, post-alpha, topher's all like "dr saunders is a jigsaw. and you don't even want to know what he did to samuelson." UH. SERIOUSLY, TOPHER? what about blevins? getting your eyes gouged out to death doesn't quite cut the mustard, mention-wise?!? jesus, you are made of sterner stuff than i.&lt;br /&gt;(or are you?????)(seriously, so amped to see how his character develops next season.)(which would be awesomer, in y'all's opinion: if whiskey was his sister/platonic-friend or his lover?)(i imagine if they were siblings, joss would get too much firefly fallout.)(anyway.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway. i gotta go do some stuff. currently packing up my room and cleaning it from stem to stern; headed to paris tomorrow for one last hurrah and a barbeque at the maison argentine; and then i've got a few loose-ends to tie up before i leave early early early on thursday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for now i've got wine to buy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hurray, chuck!</content>
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    <title>excuse me while my world comes crashing down around me</title>
    <published>2009-05-16T16:25:39Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-16T17:31:12Z</updated>
    <category term="winchesters ftw(chesters)"/>
    <content type="html">i have loads to update about -- recent awesome fuckin' trips to germany and scot-land, imminent return to the states thank you fucking god, et cetera -- but instead i am going to post this. it is definitely tl;dr, and there's no way any of you would bother ANYWAY, because you are all such stupid WHORES, and do not watch this great fuckin' show. BUT I DIGRESS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OMG OMG OMG SUPERNATURAL FINALE&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;seeing as i have been reduced to (i am being totally honest here) squealing and shoving my tightly-clenched little fists against my mouth in spasms of glee, and gasping “oh my god oh my god oh my god,” and THE EPISODE HASN’T EVEN STARTED YET...&lt;br /&gt;well, i figured this would be a good opportunity for one of my play-by-play reviews. so that i might be able to relive this joy for years to come!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;we start out with a location from back in the day, St &lt;b&gt;Mary&lt;/b&gt;’s Convent in Il&lt;b&gt;chester&lt;/b&gt;, &lt;b&gt;Mary&lt;/b&gt;land.&lt;br /&gt;i am pretty positive that that is all just a coincidence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the firstborn is – or at least, was, back in the seventies – a mousy little priest! who resembles freakily ted from “scrubs.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaand i think i can speak for all of us when i say that truly “supernatural” is the only show where you’re going to experience someone shouting “shut your freakin’ piehole, you little slut!” to a freakin’ &lt;i&gt;nun&lt;/i&gt;. i feel bad; i lol’ed bigtime.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat, is the YED the firstborn?!?!?!?! (um, seriously?) but now he’s dead, and his only descendants left are meg (isn’t she still around?) and i guess sammy, since he’s got his blood and the yellow-eyes, so OMG SAM IS GOING TO PLAY THE ROLE OF THE FIRSTBORN AND OPEN THE SEAL MAYBE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“if any of you gals are the praying type... now’d be a good time to start.” holy crap, coolest line ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i guess it’s inevitable that we start off with sam, but omg i want to see dean and bobby (and castiel, nom nom nom) so baaaaad!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lolololol, the car ruby and sam have apparently jacked looks a little like the general lee. HOW HILARIOUS WOULD THAT BE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg, poor sammy, but i am so happy that he feels awful about what he did to dean! there is still hope, sam!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dean’s stoic manpain!face is so good. you can really see the payoff of all the hours of practice he’s put in this season.&lt;br /&gt;also: lol at his “i tried to help him, bobby, for reals,” because right before you did just that (and failed miserably), bobby told you specifically to do so gracefully and without attacking him, and then you totally immediately did the opposite, and OOPS IT DIDN’T WORK, CAN’T BELIEVE IT. if bobby had been there to see THAT particular train wreck, you’d be getting such a thump!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will never get tired of bobby’s wonderful wallpaper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL “DÉJÀ VU ALL OVER AGAIN,” DEAN IS A FAN OF YOGI BERRA’S WHIMSICAL WORDPLAY!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NO AT WHAT DEAN IS SAYING ABOUT SAM NOT BEING HIS BROTHER, NONONONONO D: D: D:&lt;br /&gt;“if he ever was”??? seriously, dean? i really hope bobby throws something at you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahaha, omg, he kind of did! “i am so sorry your feelings are hurt. PRINCESS.” LLLLLLLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL, oh bobby.&lt;br /&gt;hahaha, and dean just looks kind of gobsmacked. best! thing! ever!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, wow, we’ve got it verified in canon that bobby thought john was a prick! (i mean, besides him pointing a gun at him that one time.) i’ve read it so many times in so many good fics, i’d forgotten that it wasn’t expressly noted in canon. UNTIL NOW!!! i &lt;i&gt;love&lt;/i&gt; fanon turning into canon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(prematurely-grey boyfriend just called, and i had to hurry him off the phone because “je viens de commencer mon episode, donc je peux pas parler maintenant.” dean &amp;gt; pgbf.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whaaaaaaaat, angelic room-switcheroo! i am as flummoxed as dean. wonder what bobby’s thinking, back in south dakota.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg, castiel looks so forlorn. what are you going to make your bestie dooooo, castiel?!?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this baby-eating plotline is so fucking stupid. makes me think of “band candy,” which was the best thing to ever happen to me EVER except for the entire &lt;i&gt;point&lt;/i&gt; of the episode, which was: distract the adults of sunnydale by making them reckless teenagers, so that we can steal FOUR babies. WHAT THE FUCK EVER, BTVS. WHAT THE FUCK EVER, SUPERNATURAL. a demon chef? (seriously, a chef. they call her a chef.) a demon chef who prepares demon meals for other demons, specializing in babies. so fucking stupid.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wait, i take it all back: baby-eating is perfectly a-okay by me, so long as there is “patty-cake” singing involved. HILAAAAAAAAAARIOUS!!! if i were a baby-eating demon, i would sing “patty-cake” every single time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg, lol, speaking of chefs, apparently castiel has lovingly prepared a feast of cheeseburgers and beer for dean OMG HE LURVES HIM SO MUCH. however, this has a whiff of “last meal” all over it, which disturbs me greatly.&lt;br /&gt;(on a sidenote, i am tickled by the thought of the crewmembers who were hiding under that table with tureens of food and drink, waiting for jensen ackles to walk by so they could pop up and put them on the table. just like i adore imagining misha collins crouched under the camera while it pans around, waiting to magically appear.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHAHA SUITE LIFE OF ZACH AND CAS, LOLOLOLOL whaaaaaaaaaaaaat.&lt;br /&gt;and then zachariah does the patented angel head tilt, and cas just kind of frowns, because hellooo he is SO used to this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg, ginger and mary-anne, wtf. i LOOOOOOOOOVE that dean has a thing for ginger, but um, jesus, zachariah is kind of a perv. &lt;i&gt;especially&lt;/i&gt; for a grand-poobah angel of the lord.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ZACHARIAH IS THE NEW CHUCKLES. that’s kind of glorious, in a shippy sort of way: all angels are interchangeable in dean’s eyes – all of them “chuckles” – except for castiel, who is “cas.” love it! (willfully ignoring anna’s existence, thank YOU.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;zachariah is being menacing and a dick, and castiel is SO! SAD! YOU GUYS! and dean, once again (i speak, of course, of the beginning of "on the head of a pin"), notices his unhappiness. my life, it is wonderful at times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;meanwhile, on the sam and ruby show, sam is willingly torturing somebody; and since they’ve only just last episode shown that he feels guilt over dean being tortured in hell for his sake (exhibiting itself, durp, by alistair torturing HIM in his withdrawl hallucinations), this is a p r e t t y clear sign that sam is SLIPPINGGGGGGGGGG.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and then i go like this: “OH DEAN.” best voicemail ever. brotherly love ftw. how much do i bet that sam never hears that message, though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;god, lol, i just love that there’s a big gilded harp, straight sitting in the corner of the green room. did the angels put it there as a joke? whoever did has taken over for uriel as funniest angel!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;did ruby just reference the death star?&lt;br /&gt;i actually kind of like this demon chef/nurse chick. “you &lt;i&gt;bitch!&lt;/i&gt;”&lt;br /&gt;AND I AM CALLING IT NOW: ruby is actually lillith, and she’s stringing sam along, letting him find out about the convent, because she needs him there to break the seal, as she isn’t the firstborn – he is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg nun spread-eagled on bloody altar, wimple hanging down its front, best image everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I AM TOTALLY BUGGING, WE &lt;b&gt;FINALLY&lt;/b&gt; ARE FIGURING OUT THE WHOLE POINT OF THE YED’S BABY-INFECTING QUEST.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“what’s black and white and red all over?” lol, oh ruby, that was actually a really good joke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahaha, i refuse to believe that sam got wireless in that nasty little hovel they were torturing the demon chef in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i actually went “hee hee hee!” out loud when dean knocked over that angel figurine. that look of smug satisfaction!&lt;br /&gt;OMG HAHAHA then he feels bad when castiel sees!!! hahahaha omg omg, best show ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ooh, castiel is willing to give dean “anything [he] wish[es].” and he looks so proud when he says it. SHIP, ILU, ILU, ILU.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahahahaha omg i am dying here. dean and castiel are being such little babies! “i wanna take a walk.” “fine, i’ll go with you.” DEAD, I AM DEAD.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;geez, i kind of worry about ruby now, because she is being crazy hilarious and morbid this episode, and i think i might want her to stick around if she’s going to keep making off-color jokes. anyway, big props to her, at any rate, for calling sam out on all the innocent human vessels they’ve capped in their time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wait a minute, there’s no way ruby could be lillith, because that’s exactly what they did LAST season finale. forget i said anything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. omg are they going to make dean kill sam, omg omg.&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i have no idea, but i DO know that zachariah sitting down in front of those berjillion mirrors was AWESOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMME.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh wow, this is really awesome. the angels want the apocalypse to happen. and that explains away the simply-preposterous notion that all god’s heavenly garrisons sucked that much cock in protecting seals!&lt;br /&gt;(lol, zachariah just said as much.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaand dean just referred to the apocalypse as a “little pissing contest.” hooray for dean!&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand now zachariah has called it a “planetary enema.” omg, how amazing is this exchange.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in other news, holy crap is jensen ackles a beautiful man. THIS JUST IN!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, my, god, dean has just gone – in like three seconds – to smarmy cocky super pissed off to shattered and terrified, because zachariah says he has a plan for sam. DEAN YOU ARE THE BEST BROTHER EVER.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really need to see dean confront castiel with this newfound knowledge.&lt;br /&gt;OH WOW I JUST REALIZED THAT CHUCK SAW THE APOCALYPSE HAPPENING, OH JEEZ.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we are finding out horrible things, dean is totally in pieces, the music is chilling, and then zachariah says “peace. happiness. two virgins and seventy sluts, heh heh!” and i spit all over my computer screen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg omg nietzsche was right all along, holy crap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AW MAN COME ON, I HATE DENTAL HYGEINIST LILLITH. creepy little girls for the motherfucking win, guys.&lt;br /&gt;also, this actress played a russian hooker on “heroes,” so. you know. there’s that, too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have a feeling this night watchman is about to suffer a terrible death, but the REAL tragedy is that he never saw out his full potential in life. y’know, seeing as he’s a NIGHT WATCHMAN in an ABANDONED CONVENT. wtf.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hee hee hee, you can kind of see castiel’s trenchcoat swaying when he appears during the camera’s panning past the column. “NOW MISHA, GO NOW” yelled robert singer, or whoever’s directing this episode. and then misha &lt;i&gt;leapt&lt;/i&gt; to get into place. lolololol.&lt;br /&gt;anyway, this is what i’ve been waiting for, so i need to give it my full attention. just as soon as whoever has parked in front of my building, playing busta rhymes real loud, drives away.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is so much love between these two, and dean is so obviously feeling betrayed, and castiel is sorry, and he SAYS that he’s sorry, omg. and then – lol – dean takes a swing at him, and that was pretty goofy (apparently human on angel violence results in ding-y metal noises) but i love that he felt that VEHEMENTLY. especially after castiel mentions all that they’ve been through. YOU GUYS ARE TOTALLY DATING, YOU KNOW THAT RITE?!?!?!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg i am bugging. excuse me while my world comes crashing down around me, because dean and castiel are ranting at each other, dean is trying to get castiel to -- um, basically -- &lt;i&gt;fall&lt;/i&gt; for him, and castiel has just kripke’d the fanon theory that he CAN SEE DEAN’S FEELINGS, and um life is never going to get any better than this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg, when dean takes his shoulder and spins him around, castiel looks so LONGING, i am going to DIE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“what would you have me do?” said castiel. “HOLY SHIT,” said molly. then castiel and dean saved sammy and the world, and then they got married and had babies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg you guys, omg omg. “we’re done,” said dean, venom in his voice. “dean,” said castiel, grief in his own. HOLY CRAP Y’ALL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he’s gonna do it, he HAS to do it. omg, dean and castiel, against the world!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he didn’t do it. oh no.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OH NO OH NO OH NO, DID THE ANGELS CHANGE THE VOICEMAIL?????? it had to’ve been them, who else could?&lt;br /&gt;OH MAN THIS IS PROBABLY WHY THEY DID THAT WHOLE “CASTIEL CAN MAKE PHONECALLS THAT SOUND LIKE BOBBY” THING. so that they could dick over dean and get sammy to go darkside. THIS IS BREAKING MY HEART.&lt;br /&gt;lol, though: fake!dean called him a vampire.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(OH HA HA HA THAT IS SUPER FUNNY, THOUGH, IF RUBY REALLY DID REFERENCE THE DEATH STAR, AND THEN IF SAM REALLY DOES GO DARKSIDE. lololol. they have cookies, sam!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but then ruby smirked when sam listened to the voicemail, so she must be in on it too. WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh my god oh my god oh my god this is the best THIS IS THE &lt;b&gt;BESTTTTTTTTTTT&lt;/b&gt; i cannot even believe this (even though i knew it was going to happen), but seriously OMG&lt;br /&gt;for a second i thought castiel was gonna have dean drink his blood – stupid, i know; of COURSE he’s going to do the sigil – but can you blame me? we’ve had so much bloodsucking-from-arms, and anyway now i feel sorely cheated. HOW. HOT. WOULD. THAT. HAVE BEEN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, hooray show, you are my very favorite ever.&lt;br /&gt;no thoughts on lillith being the final seal, because CHUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ooh, bowl-o-blood-toting demon in the coat is kind of scrumptious.&lt;br /&gt;gross, just saw him close up, i take it back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sam just took out an entire hallway. aces.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh no, goodbye castiel! i bet we don’t see him again til next season. BOO, I MISS YOU ALREADY CASTIEL.&lt;br /&gt;good luck to you, though. you are the worst fighty angel in the garrison. how the hell are you going to take on an archangel?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, wait, more castiel! just a taste, though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HOLY MOTHERFUCKING CRAP. i have no words.&lt;br /&gt;my pulse rate shot through the roof, watching that. later, russian hooker!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sam is handling this rather well, i think. it’s pretty great, though, that dean’s the one that started it, and sam’s the one that ended it. this apocalypse, brought to you by the winchester brothers! with support from viewers like you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aw, nuts. cause i’m pretty sure ruby’s headed out, and she has truly been awesome this episode. and never more so than now, with “yeah, i’m sure you’re a little bit angry right now, but come on, sam! even YOU have to admit i’m... i’m awesome!” you are not wrong, ruby.&lt;br /&gt;oh, man, and now with the dumbo reference. this is the best episode in the history of television.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jesus, though, poor sammy. how is he E V E RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR going to get over this?&lt;br /&gt;he’s got two options here: he can strive to make amends (relying entirely on dean to get him through it), OR he can just give in to the hopelessness of his situation, ala anakin, and go fully darkside. i am kind of rooting for the latter, because a) i desire no more manpain, and b) darkside!sam is like my favoritest fanfic trope EVER.&lt;br /&gt;on a side note, my computer just automatically capitalized anakin. COMPUTER YOU ARE A NERD, JUST LIKE YOUR MOMMY.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;g’bye, ruby. maybe lucifer will bring you back?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and there we are. holy fucking crap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now i begin my very first summer hiatus waiting period for “supernatural.” i was lucky(?) enough to start fangirling late, and devour three and a half seasons with almost zero time between episodes. how, i ask you, am i going to manage surviving the next four months???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i foresee much reading of fic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yeah. consider my world &lt;i&gt;rocked&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="-1"&gt; ...psst!!! america in five days!!!&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>yes adams, i am seriously leaving</title>
    <published>2009-04-24T06:41:02Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-24T06:41:02Z</updated>
    <category term="travels"/>
    <category term="americaaa!"/>
    <content type="html">god, this pruter is jacked up beyond belief. here's hoping this posts successfully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FAREWELL, MY FRIENDS! i bid adieu to stupid soissons and stupid france and all available downloading of my stories (during finales! argh argh argh!) and all oral/aural comprehension, for i am off to germany. for like, nine days, so WOW that's a lot of travelling. it is going to be totally awesome, and i am going to have nonstop fun with my dear friend julia, and maybe her mom will mother me some. (it has been months since i have been with my mother; i am in need of mothering.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thennnnnnnn, as if nine days living out of a suitcase weren't a lot already, i head directly to scot-land to do ANOTHER nine days, this time chez friend say-rah; and her mum has already promised loads of mothering, and her stepdad has promised magic tricks (!!!), and i've been promised an afternoon-long roast, and anyway we're just going to be hopping from one city to the next.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MY GOODNESS. it is going to be some kind of thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i get back on the 12th -- probably going to stay in paris that night, and then it's back here to soissons to start packing up and saying my goodbyes. I LEAVE FOR THE STATES ON THE 21ST. cause, like, there's this big to-do at my grandparents' during memorial day weekend, so i'ma get in face time then.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BUT FOR NOW I AM OFF! wish me luck. i hate planes blargh blargh blargh.</content>
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    <title>i am not even kidding y'all</title>
    <published>2009-04-21T17:43:02Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-21T17:43:02Z</updated>
    <category term="chuck"/>
    <content type="html">i am going to go on a murdering spree if "chuck" doesn't get picked up for a third season. i am going to take to the streets with some kind of weapon, and i am going to start killing innocent bystanders. all the while raving "HOW DARE YOU NBC, IT WAS YOUR MOST SOLIDLY ENTERTAINING AND GENERALLY FUCKING AWESOMEST SHOW EVER, ALSO ADAM BALDWIN," and then the poor sap i am bludgeoning/dicing/whatever will scream "dude, i totally agree with you, i am pissed off too, especially since they immediately renewed ol' piece-a-shit 'heroes,' and besides i don't even work for nbc, i'm a plumber," and then i will not even heed their words because i will be too enraged to process their meaning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;seriously, i love me some "chuck." i'ma be out of the country (i'm ALREADY out of the country; i'ma be out of the country #2) for the next two-and-a-half weeks, so i will not get a chance to view the finale til like mid-may, but i could totally deal if only i knew that "chuck" was good for next season. i live in hellish fear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and, um, the past several episodes have been INSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now i gotta go, cause this computer is a piece of crap and omits like every other letter i type&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is me, yping at a regular speed, and doyou SE how fucking obnoxious it is? i keep havingto go back and add in fucking letters, and its really just an enomous pain in my ass&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and also i am due to get a drink with a french buddy of mine, soooooo...</content>
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    <title>fly people FTL</title>
    <published>2009-04-16T11:34:02Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-16T11:34:02Z</updated>
    <category term="joss is boss"/>
    <category term="doctor who"/>
    <content type="html">today was my second-to-last day at school, except when i rolled into town, i learned that one of my two profs today was at an all-day meeting; so i spent an hour discussing what we were all going to do over the holidays with a class of babies (and every single one of them offered some variation on “i will go to [insert family member here]’s,” til i had to forbid the use of “go”), and then hopped on a train to come back home at noon. JESUS CHRIST, WHAT A LIFE.&lt;br /&gt;... i do think frequent train rides will be super high on the list of things i will seriously miss about life here, though. i think it’s my favorite mode of transportation. to be fair, i have been aching to get behind the wheel of a car for months now, so THAT’LL be a relief. but i will miss the shit out of the trains quand même.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so did anybody else see the first of the “doctor who” specials for 2009? “planet of the dead?” cause it TOTALLY aired, right under my nose; and i wouldn’t have had the foggiest idea except it showed up on one of my tv-show-piracy sites when i was trolling for new episodes of “chuck” and the like.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yeah, did anybody else see it? i just watched it last night, and, um. well, i guess everything else i have to say needs to go &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;under a cut.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because yeah, i didn’t think it was all that great. i mean, if this was a NORMAL season, and they shaved like twenty minutes off of it, and then aired it as a standard episode: sure. i could dig it. the MOTW were pretty awesome (the metal stingrays, not so much the fly people), the situation was adequately dire, i cared enough about the secondary characters that i was mildly fretting that “doctor who” would pull a “doctor who” and kill ‘em all off (though, on that note: only one guy died in the whole thing? i mean, sure, the whole planet got wiped out a year back; but only one onscreen death? they’re wussing out in their old age), and i’m sure that british people could delight in the visual of a red double-decker in flight.&lt;br /&gt;... i also liked the few new additions to canon, like the doctor parking the TARDIS at buckingham palace because he’s tight with the queen; and the fact that he doesn’t NEED to use the TARDIS as a translator (i admit wondering, before he busted out with the fly people speech, how they were going to communicate with the TARDIS still back on earth).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but outside of those few points, it just didn’t seem like a worthwhile episode, especially when you consider how few we’re getting this season. the tenth doctor is really good at spazzing out and running wildly down various corridors, cackling all the while. yes? yes. so yeah, seeing him hang around a bus, taking brief asides to tromp to and fro across a desert... not so enthralling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;psychic ladies are mystical and shrill and highly annoying. how has that dude managed to put up with her for so long? also, blah blah, more psychic mumbojumbo that sounds highly gloomy and doomy, which will certainly not be addressed completely for months to come. been there, done that, had something on her back. WHATEVER. WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRR.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and they totally did not utilize their time wisely. i guess they’re just so used to filming forty minutes’ worth, they couldn’t hack the extra twenty. notable moments that drove me crazy:&lt;br /&gt;1. the doctor gets the bus in the air and thennnnnnnnnnn... just kinda sits there for a while, as everybody expresses their delight in the fact that they are flying and also probably not going to die. aaaand meanwhile a flock of certain death draws ever nearer. no worries, doctor, no need to rush. after all, there’s a giant gap between the first three and the rest of the flock (seriously, wtf); and UNIT can totally shoot at them for like five minutes before bringing them down with no other casualties. (which, um, was yet another bit of length-for-the-sake-of-killing-time.)&lt;br /&gt;2. ... meanwhile, the UNIT captain tries to get malcolm to close the wormhole, and he doesn’t want to, and then she’s like “do it,” and he’s like “no,” and then she’s like “do it,” and he’s like “no,” and she’s like “do it, it’s an order,” and he’s like “nooo,” and then she leaves. POINTLESS. not to mention, then when he DOES try to close it, IT DOESN’T WORK RIGHT AWAY. so, i ask you: wouldn’t that have been WAY MORE COMPELLING, if he’d buckled and tried to do it BEFORE the doctor got out? since it wasn’t going to work anyway? but see, we wouldn’t have known that, and for a split second we would’ve been like “NOOOO MALCOLM, YOU’VE TRAPPED THE DOCTOR FOR EVERRRRR.” yeah, that would’ve been suspenseful for like three seconds. i’m super glad they didn’t go that route, and instead just showed some completely unnecessary waffling around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and yeah, i’ve saved this bitchery for last: how NOT awesome was, um, christina? fuck, what was her name. okay, yeah, double-checked: christina. anyway, how pompous and bratty did she come off? not to mention she didn’t exactly earn the right to be as such, because how STUPID was she? worst thief ever, amirite??? i mean christ, she switched the chalice out for a LITTLE MOVING TOY THAT SQUEAKED, so – y’know – way to not buy yourself some time there, dumbass. then she epically failed at avoiding the police; still managed to get on the bus to escape; and then SAT AT THE WINDOW WHERE THEY COULD TOTALLY SEE HER. jesus effing christ, my hand feels glued to my forehead, i’ve just planted it there so firmly. the brattiness factor just exploded at the end there, where she could N O T believe that the doctor wouldn’t want her to come along with her. but then again, the doctor’s reaction – he was all smiles, the whole episode long, and then suddenly he was all somber and grave – seemed entirely undeserved. i get it – I GET IT – he’s all eaten up by what happened to donna, and he well should be. and also apparently they aren’t going to give him a standard companion for this season arc: fine. whatever. but my god, i am just now understanding why people could not stand the constant references to rose the last two seasons: they are telling, not showing, and it all feels so shoehorned-in. “we are having so much fun! wait, you want to come with? uh, er, no, no” (stern face) “everyone around me suffers and dies. sorry.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AND WHY WOULDN’T THE WORMHOLE EXPAND OUTWARDS AS WELL AS UP???? i get &lt;i&gt;why&lt;/i&gt; they had to do it that way. but couldn’t they have thrown in some sciency timey-wimey stuff explanation? just to appease my offended sensibilities.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also, in case anybody is curious, when he’s all “allons-y!”, she replies “yeah, but we’re going towards a nightmare.” only with a pretty crap accent.&lt;br /&gt;... though GOD, the worst french accent i’ve heard recently was tango on “dollhouse,” two episodes ago. it made my ears crawl up inside my head. &lt;i&gt;she&lt;/i&gt; says (or rather, attempts to say) “every word you say is like the grunting of a pig to my ears. the cars are SO disgusting. i don’t know WHY i keep using this car service in los angeles.” which, y’know, is highly amusing, considering the pain she’s putting &lt;i&gt;me&lt;/i&gt; in.&lt;br /&gt;OOPS SORRY DID I GET ALL PRETENTIOUS FOR A SECOND? my bad, holmes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have way more shit to discuss as regards my stories as of late (“heroes?” jack coleman, in ep 22?! FORGET ABOUT IT) (“chuck???” SERIOUSLY OMG) (also, um, how hilarious was it, seeing adam baldwin tranqed AGAIN?!?!) (i wanted so fervently for him to start grasping at all the floaty lights) but i’ve got some errands to take care of, so i’ll have to spazz more later.</content>
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    <title>this is pretty important</title>
    <published>2009-03-27T12:01:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-27T12:01:00Z</updated>
    <category term="avatarrr"/>
    <content type="html">... and totes ridiculous, but oh well here we go:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everybody should go here: &lt;a href="http://racebending.com/"&gt;http://racebending.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to sign the petition&lt;br /&gt;as regards the casting news on the upcoming "avatar" movie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because here are the characters from the show:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://racebending.com/castingchars.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and here is who's been cast:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://racebending.com/castingactors.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and &lt;i&gt;here&lt;/i&gt; is where i could go on a massively long tangent about how awesome it was, that "avatar" was a massively popular children's show that presented, as the website says, "a refreshing departure from predominantly white American media" -- the likes of which i can only compare to ursula le guin and the earthsea trilogy -- and also how fucking CRAZY infused each episode was with eastern philosophy and cultural importance; and how, yes, refreshing and INSPIRING that was; and christ what a travesty this casting news is, BUT I WON'T CAUSE IT SEZ ALL THAT SHIT ON THE SITE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, the petition takes like two seconds, so everybody should go do it, don't be a dick, the end.</content>
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    <title>omfgggggggg y'all</title>
    <published>2009-03-20T18:53:24Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-20T18:54:51Z</updated>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <category term="winchesters ftw(chesters)"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;HOLY SHIT LAST NIGHT'S EPISODE OF SUPERNATURAL WAS THE BEST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HOLY SHIT THERE ARE NO WORDS&lt;br /&gt;right at the moment&lt;br /&gt;but&lt;br /&gt;holy shit. holy shit, you can expect a play-by-fuckin-play update tomorrow, after the fuckin' fact.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh my god, y'all, oh my god.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... &lt;i&gt;damn&lt;/i&gt;, i wish some of you guys were (still) watching this show.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;um, also?&lt;br /&gt;not only was it the &lt;i&gt;best&lt;/i&gt; episode everrrr.&lt;br /&gt;it was the &lt;i&gt;gayyyyyyyyyyyyyest&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(argh, and now i have to go hang out with pgbf and his posse, speaking french all night and the like, even while i'd ruther just watch this shit on repeat for five hours straight. et tu, social life and lust for french ass???)</content>
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    <title>NOT ABOUT TV SHOWS</title>
    <published>2009-03-19T12:55:50Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-19T14:54:58Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">i know, it is shocking, i am NOT going to geek-out all over this update, for ONCE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;under the cut, i present to you, MY CHERISHED READERS,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;The Oldest Article Of Clothing&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;and&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;The Newest Article Of Clothing&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;in&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Molly Thompson's Wardrobe&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first, the oldest! presented as proof for &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_lauralei03' lj:user='lauralei03' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://lauralei03.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://lauralei03.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;lauralei03&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000gx1k"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my nessie shirt that i got during my fam's trip to eng-land and scot-land when i was like six, i think.&lt;br /&gt;back then, it was TROP chic to wear shirts that were massively drowningly way-too-big-for-you -- remember? remember that age? -- and so i can (and do) still wear this seventeen year old shirt. because it actually finally &lt;i&gt;fits&lt;/i&gt;, per se.&lt;br /&gt;that big black mark on my boob? that is not a stain, that is the black of the undershirt peeking through one of the meeeeeeeeeeeeeny giant holes this article boasts.&lt;br /&gt;having now a friend who hails from scot-land, i have been schooled on the pronounciation of "drumnadrochit." the "ch" part sounds like the ch in "ACH!" so it is really fun to say.&lt;br /&gt;AND ONE MORE THING ABOUT THIS SHIRT: my family has like three home movies IN TOTAL, and one of them is various bits of this trip. and i can recall, upon our visiting the museum in loch ness, my uncle -- who is a real wiseacre -- scanning over the loch saying "well here we are, wonder if we'll see nessie" etc etc, and then saying "oh! OH MY GOODNESS! it's &lt;i&gt;her&lt;/i&gt;" and then panning over to the giant nessie statue sitting in front of the building, all like "russ, don't make any sudden movements!" and anyway HA! good one, uncle dwight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;next up:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000fby9"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just look at these pretty girls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i eye-fucked these shoes for like two straight weeks, every time i'd walk by the window display (which is en route to my grocery store, so you KNOW it happened many a time), until i couldn't stand the thought of life without them.&lt;br /&gt;so naturally, i sent a picture to my mom, the shoe fetishist, asking for her "advice" on whether i should buy them or not.&lt;br /&gt;and of course, she flat-out ordered me to make the purchase.&lt;br /&gt;as i knew she would.&lt;br /&gt;so, yes. best 60€ (goddd, i knowwww) i ever spent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OOPS I LIED: aaaaaaaaand i totally went to go see "&lt;del&gt;watchmen&lt;/del&gt;les gardiens" last night, but it was &lt;i&gt;cancelled&lt;/i&gt;: "un problème dans la salle," whatever the hell that means.&lt;br /&gt;(note: i &lt;i&gt;know&lt;/i&gt; what that &lt;i&gt;means&lt;/i&gt;; it's just not very informative, is it?)&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i tottered back home on my afore-mentioned glorious new purchases, and almost immediately received a call from one of my colleagues, informing me that ALL of my classes for today were cancelled!&lt;br /&gt;so, yeah, my five day weekend turned into a six day weekend. OH MY GOD AMERICA TAKE ME BACK SO I CAN FEEL USEFUL AND FUNCTIONING AGAIN.&lt;br /&gt;anyway, probs gonna try and see "&lt;del&gt;watchmen&lt;/del&gt;les gardiens" tonight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;jeffreyyyyyyy!&lt;br /&gt;jeffrey dean morgannnnnnnnnn!&lt;br /&gt;i am coming for yoooooooooooooooou!!!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... yeah, i totally failed at not making this real nerdy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[edit]: oh, and btdubs: today the frenchies are holding YET ANOTHER education strike or something, and i went out on the street to watch their goofy little protest parade tromp on by. i saw one of my kids -- of COURSE little twelve year olds get pulled out of school so they can participate in protests the next town over -- but he's probably the dumbest and creepiest kid in school, and naturally he didn't attempt anything more than brief eye contact. (ugh, gauthier; grow some social skills.) anyway, hoot and holler, rabble rabble rabble, harrumph harrumph harrumph. "j'ai pas réçu un 'harrumph' de ce mec-là!" "donne au gouverneur un 'harrumph'!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... nerdier and nerdier. j h christ, molly.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:443867</id>
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    <title>you know, your coat is kind of a brownish color</title>
    <published>2009-03-17T16:41:44Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-17T16:41:44Z</updated>
    <category term="dorkkk"/>
    <content type="html">so i've just seen the premiere of "kings," and i have just a few thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... namely, i just CAN'T watch ian mcshane and NOT see al swearengen. um, especially when he's ruling with an iron and ruthless fist. and, y'know, given to delivering long and shakespearean monologues.&lt;br /&gt;so, yeah, al swearengen minus "fuck" minus facial hair = king silas benjamin. if silas wears pinstripes any time soon, i am going to shit my pants.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and while i'm on the topic, i had the same problem with the phrase "unification war." SUCKS TO YER U-DAY, ALLIANCE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i am excited to see where this show goes, and there were two things in particular that titillated the fuck out of me. namely, as regards the contemporary-yet-different-dimension setting:&lt;br /&gt;1. a canon god! A CANON GOD! for some reason, this is the awesomest thing ever! a canon god, talking to (badass) reverends! a canon god, sending down His butterfly emissaries! i am super excited about having a canonical, interactive monotheistic god in a show.&lt;br /&gt;2. this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000ed9y"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because yes, in this world, hot lady bartenders will slip you their numbers if you are cute and/or a war hero. but no, in this world, phone numbers do not look like phone numbers here. &lt;i&gt;because it is not the same world as our own.&lt;/i&gt; i just love this attention to detail. and look at her area code! it's the standard power button on a nintendo! hahahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also, &lt;del&gt;playboy&lt;/del&gt;gayboy jack is pretty, except his throat has the tendency to inflate bigger'n a bullfrog's. particularly when he is getting his pout on, because he is getting scolded for being gay. so... y'know... less pouting plz, jack.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaaand now i have to go buy groceries, and then watch "castle," which i don't expect to like, but it's nathan, so i must view it anyways.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:443584</id>
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    <title>"was i a leaf on the wind?" "for a little while" "shall i die now?" "if you like"</title>
    <published>2009-03-17T13:11:44Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-17T13:16:52Z</updated>
    <category term="joss is boss"/>
    <content type="html">ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;right, so there's this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://io9.com/5170467/dollhouses-naked-villain-caught-red+handed"&gt;spoilery article on dollhouse&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;notable, as it features pictures&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... &lt;b&gt;OF ALPHA&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahaha, oh my goodness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="-1&amp;quot;"&gt;(okay, i admit, i stole the subject line from a comment on the article. not my fault, too funny to pass up.)&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:443140</id>
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    <title>so long, europe, and thanks for all the fish.</title>
    <published>2009-03-16T13:19:03Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-16T13:19:03Z</updated>
    <category term="americaaa!"/>
    <category term="france"/>
    <content type="html">the weather has gotten to be ridiculously gorgeous in the past couple of days, so i am going to profit from that shit and take a jaunt about town.&lt;br /&gt;and i'm thinking -- seeing as i don't work til thursday -- that tomorrow i'll spend the day in paris, SOLELY so i can catch a version originale of "watchmen." it actually IS playing here in soissons, but it is of course and why would i think any otherwise DUBBED; so fuck that right up its stupid butt. and so, considering the train tickets, this movie will end up costing me upwards of twenty euros to view; but fuck it, fuck it, i really want to see it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my folks took the occasion of my ma's spring break to head over to boise, so's to see the baby pig of the family and his girlfriend. and so, as a result, i have had the immense pleasure of actually getting to SPEAK with my brother, for the past two nights now. ONLY TWO MORE MONTHS UNTIL I AM SAFELY ENSCONSED BACK IN THE BOSOM OF MY MOTHERLAND. goodness gracious, there are many things i like about living in france, and there is PLENTY that i am going to miss the holy hell out of; but my god am i excited about living in the states again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;before that happens, though, i've got one more month of work left, and then trips to germany (at the end of april) and then scot-land (at the beginning of may). ticket to berlin has been purchased; now i REALLY need to get on the purchasing of tickets to glasgow and then back to paris.&lt;br /&gt;... i am also planning on hitting up eng-land before school lets out, probs in a couple weeks. i need to ask friend deb if she could put me up for a few nights; otherwise i'm just going to ed up blowing a shitload of money to stay in some hedonistically overpriced hostel in london.&lt;br /&gt;...... see, i really would like to have a fat chunk of euro-change to take back to the states with me, but more and more i'm realizing that -- if it comes down to it -- i will happily blow every cent i have while i still have the opportunity to skirt around europe for a while. it's odd to think, for the first time in like six years, that i do not precisely know the next time i will be back on this continent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when it all comes down to it, though, it will definitely be as i've typed in the subject line.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in other news, OMG IAN MCSHANE HAS A NEW SHOW OUT ON NBC. and it is a contemporary retelling of the king david story, and ALSO the fangirl in me &lt;i&gt;thrills&lt;/i&gt; because BRIAN COX is slated to play his rival, and OMGGG Y'ALL they were so awesome together in "deadwood," and anyway i love me some brian cox, and also apparently there is canon gay to come in the storyline (note: i don't know shit about david except for blah-blah-goliath and then afterwards when he was a crazy dick about the whole bathsheba thing; so excuuuuuuuuuse me for not being able to cite the canon bible ho!yay), so i've got the premiere downloading.&lt;br /&gt;here's hoping it is totally soups.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaaand that's really all that's going on HURR.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:442910</id>
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    <title>vendredi treize</title>
    <published>2009-03-13T14:06:48Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-13T14:16:10Z</updated>
    <category term="assistante-ing"/>
    <content type="html">GODDAMMIT I WAITED TOO LONG TO BUY MY TICKET FOR GERMANY, AND NOW WHAT &lt;b&gt;WOULD&lt;/b&gt; HAVE BEEN LIKE FORTY EUROS IS NOW LOOKING TO BE MORE LIKE ONE HUNDRED.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fuck it, i'm paying it. i want to go to germany. but this is like POWERPOINT SLIDE NUMBER ONE on how my general lackadaisy fucks my qualité de vie RIGHT the fuck up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaaanyway. bitch bitch, grumble grumble.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've had a slightly exhausting week, in that i worked moderately more than the "never" that i USUALLY pull, and so i am pretty much the fuck ready to ship back to soissons so's my long-ass weekend can commence. i do NOT, however, feel like waiting around for people here to finish with their classes and summarily drive me; and so in maybe ten minutes i'ma hit the trail to go hop on a train.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in my first class of the day, i recycled a lesson on the american red cross (though i STILL managed to fuck up and inform them all that said organization was founded by a one florence nightingale; what is WRONG with my BRAIN?) and, in the course of it, it became necessary to correct their pronunciation of the word "blood," as it ALWAYS is, because -- and who can blame them -- they always want to rhyme it with "good." so i wrote good on the board, and then blood, and then -- in a fit of inspiration -- i wrote flood under that, seeing as we'd just brought it up on our list of possible disasters that the red cross might help out on.&lt;br /&gt;so then it was yer standard "repeat after me," with the pointing randomly and the chanting, and anyway &lt;i&gt;AN EXTREMELY LONG STORY SHORT&lt;/i&gt; i set up this scene so excrutiatingly because eventually i had them chanting "a flood of blood is not good," while my colleague magali lost her shit in the back of the classroom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was very funny.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and just now, in my last class, i had one of my stronger kids first for our five-minute one-on-ones, and before i could get even one of the tired and a million times overdone questions i pose seventy times a day ... anyway, before i could get the first word out of my mouth, he'd jumped in with "which do you like, france or the US?" and i just ended up keeping him for half the class, because it was So Fucking Delightful to have an intelligent and fulfilling conversation, and to converse with someone who WANTS to learn english, and to discuss architecture instead of the jonas brothers and eex-box trois cent soixante.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then i walked back with him to the room, still chatting, and some surly little fucker said "c'est pas juste" from the back of the room. WHATEVS, KIDDO. maybe if YOUR mom was english, and thereby YOU could say more than "hai ham fine hand &lt;i&gt;you?&lt;/i&gt;", and also MAYBE you could possibly bother to make a half-assed effort at giving me a response that i HAVEN'T already heard fifty fucking times today... well, then, you could get out of class for twenty minutes TOO.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've got the new supernatural waiting for me on my usb key. alas and alackaday, i still have a couple hours til i could feasibly get home. C'EST COMME CA.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:442761</id>
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    <title>ANGUISH</title>
    <published>2009-03-10T14:09:41Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T16:10:16Z</updated>
    <category term="deadwood"/>
    <content type="html">i was in a really killer mood, allergies be damned -- i set off for a few errands and almost immediately ran into pgbf (prematurely-grey boyfriend) on the street, receiving a big bearded kiss on the cheek for my troubles; sent off some postcards; had a funny exchange with one of my buddies at the nearby tabac -- and then i rolled back home and watched "tell him something pretty" and OH MAN NOW I AM REALLY BUMMED.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;deadwood season 3, i salute you. you were so crazy good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;urgggggggggh. nothing beautiful can last in this ugly ugly world in which we mete out our unhappy hours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways (anyways!) (patended deadwood "anyways"!) at least i still have season 1 to work through. dandy lassie, and adams rolling onto the scene (seriously, omg: adams), and i don't even know what else because i have yet to watch it! it is meager solace, but it does the job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000deap"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ADAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EDIT: *POINTS TO ICON*</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:442619</id>
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    <title>"pardon my french" "oh, i speak french"</title>
    <published>2009-03-10T11:48:30Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T11:48:30Z</updated>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <category term="dorkkk"/>
    <content type="html">one more episode and i'll have seen all of deadwood season 3. GODDDDDDDDDDD WHY DID THIS SHOW GET CANCELLED.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in other news, my allergies are acting up and thus i feel like poo; the weather here is shittier than it ever was during the winter (seriously, i forgot how freaking cray-cray the wind gets in march in this fucking country; blow me down, amirite, popeye?); and misha wanted me to pass these few words along.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000a778"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000b6ss"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/0000cphy"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(omg new "supernatural" in just a couple days!!!!)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, and??? I WANT TO SEE WATCHMEN SO FUCKIN BAD BUT IT'LL NEVER PLAY IN THIS PODUNK TOWN AND EVEN IF IT DID IT WOULD BE DUBBED OVER, SO I GUESS I HAVE TO GO TO PARIS OR SOMETHING, BUT OMG DO I WANT TO WATCH THAT SHIT. pajiba rated it weak-sauce, but everywhere else i've read it's pretty fucking stellar. omgggg watchmen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, having relayed misha's message, i'ma go watch this last episode of "deadwood" and then venture out into the maelstrom to buy stamps and the makings for a quiche.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:442311</id>
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    <title>a quick note</title>
    <published>2009-03-02T19:24:45Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-02T19:48:58Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i'm headed to normandy for the next few or five days to kick it with my buddy hannah sayle, so i forecast yet another brief hiatus in what the history books shall surely term The Great Misha Collins Picture-Off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in other news, though i'll probs be radio-silent on the matter for a while due to afore-mentioned normandy-visit, i invite you, my friends, to leave your reactions to dollhouse s01e03 "stage fright" in the comments to this post. i am still SO! UP! IN! THE! AIR! about this show, alpha-casting be damned, and i'd be curious to hear what you (two) are thinking.&lt;br /&gt;EDIT!!!! cause i just finished it. &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;here can be found my own thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;so i'm still thinking that this show is really anvilicious: it's forehead-slap-worthy sometimes, how obvious the metaphors are between echo's mission and her own storyline. but, while i'm still not utterly wowed, this episode was decent enough that i continue to be willing to just stick with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;both joss and eliza dushku have been quoted as saying you reeeeeeeeeally need to stick around til like episode six, which is apparently when shit really heats up. certainly these three episodes are indicative of a slow-burn, plotwise; and i can appreciate that as far as the natural evolution of plot. HOWEVER i'm surprised that joss would be willing to have a storyline commence so aggravatingly slowly, considering his past experience with fox. not to mention: let's say the storyline heats up accordingly and it becomes a buffy/firefly-worthy show forever after. diehard fans, buying the season 5 dvds as soon as they hit amazon? are they REALLY going to want to watch season 1?&lt;br /&gt;i kind of think, no. because much of what we've seen thus far is IMPORTANT, plotwise, but completely uncompelling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i WILL say, i'm really amped about the relationship between echo and sierra, particularly with echo's freaked-out shake of the head at the episode's end. i didn't think she'd be showing signs of independence this early on, but -- realism aside -- it bodes well for the storyline picking up a bit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahaha, at times i was like "wait, what, i've seen this shit before," when ballard and victor were talking. then i realized that these scenes were all in the original pilot script.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, whenever anybody mentions alpha, i get a thrill; so plz to be showing alan tudyk soon, plzkthnx????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in other other news, "the sopranos" is an awesome show, i have just begun to learn; and i am going to cry great buckets of tears when i finish the remaining two episodes of "deadwood" season 3. luckily i have the entirety of season 1 to fall back upon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AND CAN SUPERNATURAL HIATUS BE OVER LIKE NOWWWW, PLEASE? especially since that &lt;b&gt;total hottie misha collins&lt;/b&gt; is finally guesting again.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:442065</id>
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    <title>this is some folly-type shit right hurr</title>
    <published>2009-03-02T14:10:20Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T16:12:41Z</updated>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <content type="html">WHILE I WAS AT PARIS, SOMEBODY BROKE THE MOUSE ON THE COMMUNAL COMPUTER HERE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am a computer genius, but even i am having a fucking tough time navigating with only a frigging keyboard. (please take note, however: i AM a computer genius, and i AM winning the internet using only alt, tab, ctrl+tab, et cete fucking ra.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;while i was otherwise occupied having a really nice time on the town with my lovely girls, misha was busy sending me lots of emails to forward onto &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_me_fasa' lj:user='me_fasa' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;me_fasa&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, sooooo without further ado:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/00006pwh"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/00007wx3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/00008zpy"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, misha, you so crazy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also, a quick image for &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_aurora' lj:user='aurora' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://aurora.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://aurora.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;aurora&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/000094r7"&gt;</content>
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    <title>gosh, misha is such a good correspondent!</title>
    <published>2009-02-27T16:28:56Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T16:12:32Z</updated>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <category term="winchesters ftw(chesters)"/>
    <content type="html">here, &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_me_fasa' lj:user='me_fasa' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;me_fasa&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, he already wrote you back!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/00005qby"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;good burn, misha!&lt;br /&gt;and i must say, I TOTALLY AGREE, CASTIEL, YOUR POMPADOUR &lt;b&gt;IS&lt;/b&gt; DARLING!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pockahtee:441435</id>
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    <title>an addendum to my previous post</title>
    <published>2009-02-26T19:50:23Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-26T19:51:44Z</updated>
    <category term="psych"/>
    <category term="winchesters ftw(chesters)"/>
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    <content type="html">i did not end up going to paris, as i feel so very fucking poorly, and probably will not until mid-saturday, seeing as kelly (my dear friend and, as always, generous hostess) is really really really fucking busy til then -- honestly, she can be prickly about many things, but i worry that the contrast between her overworked life and the insane fucking lethargy which dictates mine, might eventually flare up to a point of worrisome contention in our friendship TO MY GREAT CONCERN as she is aces -- and julia won't be rolling into town til that evening.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i chose this icon because i am three-fourths of my way through deadwood s03e05 "a two-headed beast," and i wanted to post here, for posterity's sake, that &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;jiminy fucking christmas did the fight between dan dority and hearst's giant fucking henchman undo the holy living HELL out of me: i think i'm still shaking from how viscerally FUCKED THE FUCK UP it was. seriously, that was intense as hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yes, from now until saturday, i will probs just be continuing my inhalation of this show. i got the pilot downloaded, slowly and painfully working on the rest of season one, and yeah: OMGGGGGGG HOW HILARIOUS IS IT TO SEE LASSIE PLAYING A PRISSY DANDY.&lt;br /&gt;... it's almost difficult for me to buy him in this role, so versed as i am in watching him be lassie. timothy omundson does not exist: there is only lassie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't have this same problem watching jim beaver play ellsworth, because ellsworth and bobby singer ARE THE EXACT SAME FUCKING PERSON.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and, as you might have already noted, this glutting of show continues to affect my personal expression. CUSSING AND ELOCUTION ARE BOTH TOTALLY AWESOME Y'ALL.</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>pockahtee @ 2009-02-26T15:04:00</title>
    <published>2009-02-26T14:12:26Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T16:12:27Z</updated>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <content type="html">yesterday i mentioned how i think misha collins is a total babe, and (in case you missed it) &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_me_fasa' lj:user='me_fasa' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;me_fasa&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; commented with "he kind of has a baby face, I think. and he is verging on a booty chin."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i bring this all up because today i go to check my email, and OMGOODNESS i have an email waiting for me from misha collins, asking how i am doing and inquiring after y mother's health, and telling me he misses me, and oh also could i possibly forward the attached file to molly sobotka, if i got the chance? and of course i replied that i would, so &lt;b&gt;HERE MOLLY THIS IS FOR YOU FROM MISHA COLLINS&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/pockahtee/pic/00004gh1"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THAT IS ALL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(i have to go to paris tonight but godddd i feel sick.)&lt;br /&gt;:(&lt;br /&gt;(my life is hardddd)</content>
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    <title>noah, i'm the us government</title>
    <published>2009-02-25T13:33:25Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T16:13:04Z</updated>
    <category term="chuck"/>
    <category term="mr goddamn bennet"/>
    <category term="oh misha!"/>
    <category term="heroes"/>
    <category term="winchesters ftw(chesters)"/>
    <category term="deadwood"/>
    <category term="dreams"/>
    <content type="html">we have loads of ... weapons, and ...... stuff.&lt;br /&gt;(holy crap, new "heroes" was so awesome, yes???)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today it is beautiful outside. me and fellow americans josh'n'jess hit up the open market to buy burnable dvds and cds and then got some coffee at this café i'd never been to on account of its opening not too long ago. we're meeting later to eat quiche and watch sopranos, cause whaaaaaaaaaaaaat.&lt;br /&gt;sopranos is good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i totally blazed through deadwood season 2, and if you thought i cussed a lot before, well you have got another fuckin thing COMING. swearengen has rubbed off on me like whoa-ho. jess'n'josh's bank manager (i know: raaaaaaaaaandom!) hooked them up with season 3, so i'm going to totes pillage that as well, this evening! man, what a fruitful time of my life!&lt;br /&gt;... now i just need to dl season 1. which i am currently doing. very very very slowly and painfully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just watched the latest "chuck" and it was pretty good? all things considered? i have a couple stinks about it, in all honesty, but it's still "chuck," and so it is thereby still delightful. it would've taken a miracle, at any rate, for any episode to come NEAR how awesome "chuck vs the suburbs" was.&lt;br /&gt;(dude, &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_me_fasa' lj:user='me_fasa' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;me_fasa&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, an awesome awesome note: did you see the poster above chuck's bed in the scene where he wakes up and awesome's just staring at him? did you see it? &lt;i&gt;y the last man&lt;/i&gt;. so freaking cool!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and since i'm being SUPER nerdy (jesus fuckin christ, i don't think i've updated with something rl-related in months), i guess the super awesome "dollhouse" news of yesterday elated me even more than i consciously knew, because i TOTES had a sexy dream about you-know-who last night, and it was so wonderful i NEVER wanted to wake up. godddd, that JAW! i really really love mumblemumblespoilers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, and i found this out today: &lt;b&gt;SUPERNATURAL GOT RENEWED FOR ITS FIFTH SEASON.&lt;/b&gt; fuckin GOOD. fucking PHEWWW. also also, i've read recently in a few interviews that castiel was supposed to be sort of in-and-out characterwise, but he tested so well that they kept him around, and now &lt;i&gt;he might become a regular in season 5&lt;/i&gt;. i would die -- D I E -- if that were true. god, he is a pretty man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to whit:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3294/2887197999_8df6c89eef.jpg?v=0"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and now i've got to go get some shit together because i'm going to paris tomorrow to see kelly and julia and go clubbing, WHAAAAAAAAAT</content>
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    <title>HOLYYYYYYY SHIT</title>
    <published>2009-02-24T16:03:43Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-24T16:03:43Z</updated>
    <category term="joss is boss"/>
    <content type="html">so pretend like this is all written in caps. because, um, the caps lock here in france works on punctuation keys too, and it's pretty difficult to remember to have to shift to get the comma or whatnot, so i'm not going to endeavor writing this whole thing with the caps lock on.&lt;br /&gt;... but, um, i really wanted to type all this out in caps. cause, um, it is that awesome.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;who is playing alpha in "dollhouse"?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_aurora' lj:user='aurora' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://aurora.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://aurora.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;aurora&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;'s earlier flaily post had me curiously off to find out which actor could elicit such a response, even though i figured i wouldn't be familiar with him. aaaaaaaaaaaaaand. &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="7"&gt;OMG YOU GUYS IT'S ALAN TUDYK&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="7"&gt;OMG&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now i have to go and rewatch all the nekkid bits from the first two episodes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... omg i am so bugging about this. :) :) :)</content>
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    <title>i drew another picture</title>
    <published>2009-02-23T19:15:43Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-23T19:15:43Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">check it, &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_me_fasa' lj:user='me_fasa' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://me-fasa.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;me_fasa&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, here's that fanart i did for our beloved j2 au spyverse fic: &lt;a href="http://crabs-within-bubbles.deviantart.com/art/someone-you-might-ve-been-113893987"&gt;http://crabs-within-bubbles.deviantart.com/art/someone-you-might-ve-been-113893987&lt;/a&gt; !!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;god i am too dorky to live sometimes. ah well.</content>
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    <title>I DREW A PICTURE</title>
    <published>2009-02-23T13:15:13Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-23T13:26:31Z</updated>
    <category term="joss is boss"/>
    <content type="html">i had to sacrifice the banjo icon (for nowwww) because WHO WOULDA THUNK IT i have actually managed to fill up all 15 slots for my icons. goddd, what am i gonna DO.&lt;br /&gt;... the thing about this new icon is that not only was it the hilariousest line ever, but i actually AM a ferroequinologist. too. so. y'know. fitting, riiiiiiiiight?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today has been soooooooooo funnnnnnnnnnn. i woke up at 7:30 and could NOT reachieve slumber, in spite of the bottle and a half of wine i guzzled last night; so i got up and watched a little "deadwood" and then watched the new "dollhouse" &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;(omg i actually really enjoyed it; but i think joss has more daddy issues than even ME, because he is ALL ABOUT the surrogate father figure, which IIIIIIII am ALL AFUCKINBOUT TOO, so yay boyd, "do you trust me?" I TOTALLY DO, new chocolate daddy!) and then i drew and drew and then bought some bread and now i'm bout to go draw some more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://crabs-within-bubbles.deviantart.com/art/it-s-a-shanty-113867515"&gt;LOOK I POSTED SOME ART!!!&lt;br /&gt;HEY!&lt;br /&gt;HEY! PAY ATTENTION!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is for &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_aurora' lj:user='aurora' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://aurora.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://aurora.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;aurora&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, because i am SO FRIGGING LATE on the dr horrible fanart i promised i'd do in return for MOUNTAIN LIONS, and so this is like a little thing to pay off all the interest that has accumulated over the weeks. i think it is cute, if i do say so myself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand now i'ma go eat some eggs and toast. and then continue drawing.</content>
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